I keep looking in the mirror & it sounds so stupid, but I know that if me from my younger 20s saw me now & what I'm doing & what I've accomplished, it would be a mix of happy & shock/wtf. Like yes I did get chubbier & I'm dealing with a recent mental break that made me see everything so different my future is now so unsure, I went through alot from 21 to now (27 ugh). I got into my dream job and worked on multiple projects, I got over my fear of my mother and confronted it by

I want this love that feels natural This love that feels like a shield of warmth around me Not a facade put on for another purpose An emotion that comes with a innocent smile I want this love that gives me happiness This love that radiates joy from my heart to the world An motivator to give a similar joy & care to others Give the next generation an example of what love should be I want this love that shows my faults Where I lack in my life with no judgement & trust Open-minde